Being a Friend!

Am I a true friend???  I really hope so because i am always trying my best to be there for my friends when they need me when they need to talk make them see how amazing they truly are when they dont feel amazing!!!  I don my best to go out of my way to make others happy! i  guess sometimes im not good enough!!   am I a true friend?

Whats a true friend?
im not really sure anymore!!!!!
 To me There the friends who love you NO matter what you do wrong! the freinds who are always there for you and are always showing they love you the ones to be there to listen when you need to talk the ones who will always want you around not when its you the only person left!!!
to me i feel like i dont have a BEST friend anymore!!!!!
i am now second third or forth in line..... I dont want to be forth in line i want someone to pick me first and want to hang out with me before they run out of options!!!
why am i not good enough what can i do to be better?
Anyone???????

CHANGE!

Wow its been a while sense i posted last!!! :)

Well so much has been going on for me!! so many things and right  now it seems everything is changing and when i say everything i mean everything nothing is the same!!! my friends my family and honestly i am NOT liking the changes at all!!! i don't like not having any friends because they are with there boyfriends i don't like having both my brothers gone!!  i don't like missing all my friends that i love and NEVER see anymore!!! Change is  the only constant!  and that is a bummer sometimes !! i dont like were things are at right now and i really hope they get better!!! but there are some people who have made all this CRAP berrible and its COURTNEY LYN HAMILTON ... and .... EMILY GEORGE!!!!!!!! i am so grateful for them and what friends they have been for to me!!!!! i just LOVE talking and hanging out with these girls!
i am really hoping things get better cause i am done sitting at home!! there are changes that  need to be made in my life!! isnt that ironic! ha ha  but sometimes its just good to get your thoughts out of your head!!

Examples!!!

There are so many people who are out there in this world some old some young .. some are small some are tall there are all kinds of people out there everyone is there own person and i haven't realized  how much i love individuality until this last week i LOVE  getting to know people  and enjoy who they are because they are themselves i love seeing how different people can be and i honestly love it! And i know a lot of the time as we live in this kind of society that we are pressured to be "like" a certain person or "act" a certain way and me personally i always look at people i admire  and i want to be more like i want to be as pretty or as talented or as kind and i try to change myself to be like them and lately i realize how dumb this all is!! as i get to know more and more people i realize how amazing we all are We all have something amazing to offer each person is different and has something new and exciting to offer!!! we don't have to be better than so and so to be worth something because we are already worth worlds and we all have different strengths  and weaknesses and sure we are not all  so perfect but we must stay true to ourselves and be ourselves and appreciate   who we are and  who others are and most of all enjoy what everyone has to offer and enjoy individuality! love yourself!!!!!  love who you are!! and enjoy the people around you!! because i know i sure do i love my friends i love my family and i am so lucky to be able to have had the chance to know and associate with the people i do i am so grateful for  the examples they all set for me!! Emily is always so happy and she is so talented and sets an amazing example in doing whats right and being strong !
My parents set an amazing example in living the gospel Kenna is so outgoing and so amazingly kind and is always showing a love and excitement for others so selfless! Jennica is so sweet and loving so friendly. Emma is so funny she is always making me laugh bridgette is the one who always is willing to listen to me bable about nothing and laugh at my dumb jokes!!! brit is always cheering me up!! i am so happy to be able to benefit form the people i am sooooo lucky to be able to know and i am so grateful for there examples and i love them all thank you all for everything you give me!!!

Excited.....BUT.......sad

I have been so excited by summer looking forward to it counting down the days!!! but now that it gets to the end i am kinda sad... .I am going to miss it soo mcuh i am going to miss my callback choir .. will i see them as often will i never talk to them again? i am going to miss the friends i have made that are Seniors  .... they are for sure going to be gone!!! its kinda sad that i go through the whole school year taking everything for granted thinking i have made no friends. i have accomplished nothing this year! there is nothing good about this year! but as it comes to an end ... i am kicking myself! its been a great year and i am so grateful to all the people i have met and had the opportunity of getting to know this year and yes i am looking forward to the summer but boy will i miss this year and i hope it just keeps getting better and i will be able to enjoy what i have when i have it not when its almost gone!!!! well its getting late!!!

Dancing in the rain!

Yesterday while it was pouring rain i took the opportunity to take a break form my homework and go dance in it YES i was soaked and YES it was cold!! but i  loved it!!  I REALLY JUST LOVE DANCING IN THE RAIN!!  i felt so nice!!!  and it really reminded me of .......

ONE OF MY FAVORITE QUOTES  

We can make great times out of now even though we feel like nothings going our way 
lets use these problems as opportunity to better ourselves to learn and to grow into a better person let these storms make us BETTER!!! because if we let them THEY WILL   

:)

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This is Part of my incredibly huge and amazing family at Davis family camp-out in 2010!!!! I love it!!! such a big family!!